Dean McDermott: 'My Life Means Nothing' Without Tori Spelling

Sharing the intimate moments of their life with the world is nothing new for Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott, but electing to film a docuseries about McDermott's cheating scandal and stint in rehab has surprised even their closest friends. "The decision to do this show is not coming from someone who is in a solid, good place. Tori is very, very upset and angry," a longtime friend of Spelling's says in this week's issue of PEOPLE. "It's just too raw and personal. There's too much pain and it's too private."